Al-fatihah to my dearly cutey brat

I was happy to know that I wud become an aunt (Mak Su) again on dated 24th of March. As usual I pun balik naik public transport. Dealing with Psha fer balik together naik Putra LRT to Wangsa Maju, I received a call from papa around 5.45 masa tu otw to WM in a train. I was extremely happy bile dapat tau, angah sudah bersalin. ;)



But then, when I was at WM, papa fetched me up there, then i was asking bout my sister and her baby condition, papa bagitau, the baby heartbeat was ebnormal, dia lemas and now dah dihantar ke Pediatric Ward at HKL. Need a machine to support her heartbeat. I was .. oh. The situation and the atmosphere changed into silence. We are playin with faith. Not we, but the baby now are in critically mode, bermain dengan nyawa. I'll not write these, the situation that happened to her, because each inches remind me of her. What makes me regret until today, until now, because whos' the best person for me to point this finger. Is it the hospital management? Is it the bidan? Is it the Doc who checking up my sister every month fer giving us a false due date? Or else, is it my sister with none reason?



Im glad dia pon da selamat dikebumikan. I know she knew me, because I was accompanied my sister everyday, masa pergi kerja, masa balik kerja. She can listen, I was talkin nonsense, I was laughin, I was singin, we're near. Used to be. Hurm. Takda rezki. Papepun syg, alfatihah and i always recite for you . AMin ~~

Hatred vs. Dignity

Its hard to describe that I really miss him. Ito, happy belated birthday sayang. Ur mum tak bagi jumpa kami semua and apalah yang boleh kami expect.

Acu bought you some toys, i kept it since your last birthday. We always missing you. Im hoping you to come here atleast sekejeap pon jadi.

Love you. Mohd Fakhri Hadi Ahmad Fuad.

Tensiii~~

Privasi buat masa sekarang nih dah takda fer a few weeks I bekerja.. I rasa mcm ouhh.. Restless giler!!!! Kerja punya berlambak, tapi I makin slow. Sebab tertekan tengok meja kerja ni bersepah meraban. Dah tuh, few assignments and filing was undone. Tingginye paperworks/ letters/trashes ats meja ni. Haha. Especially E-Science applications. Gilak babi! Boleh mampus hidu kertas-kertas ni, semua ni chemical yang menghancurkan sel-sel otak dan boleh menyebabkan sakit jantung. Mampu hidup selama 3 tahun sahaja. Hahaha.


Sedih gak wok, yela, I rasa dah masa nak cari pengalaman lain untuk menambah mutu kerja yang sedia ada. Weekdays fer primary works, that is work day in and day out and i estimating that;
*A day
~12.00a.m - 6.00a.m (sleep tyte) = 6 hours
~6.00 - 7.00 a.m (preparation fer work) = 1 hour
~7.00 a.m - 7.00 p. m (i'm working + travelling Setapak - UM - Setapak) = 12 hours
~7.00 p.m - 8.00 p.m (House-girl),consider working at home = 1 hour
~9.00 p.m - 12.00 p.m Rest (watching TV/ surf internet/ sleep) = 4 hours
So calculate this, Im working 14 hours a day, and that is more than rehat yg I dapat setiap hari.

Hujung minggu plak, bekerja 8 jam + 1 jam ulang alik. Huh.... Sedihnya life aku. Copek la kayo!

Sharing Is Caring

Happy belated birthday, again

Cik yein.

Hihi. I just got these pictures last time I met the bf.

Thanks for ruining ur life with me baby. Haha. Oh, JK. :D

At Pizza Hut restaurant in Suria KLCC. Nice serve.

Two slices remain. Anyone want its?


First time in Pizza I was jakon-ing with this freak buttons.
POWER ROOT! Mcm best jek kalau main tekan-tekan ni. LOL.



The man behinds me.

He knw Im always in a super hungry mode. Hihis.

Again, a slice of my favvy. Yumm!~

Will update again.

Tak sabar la bf, gf nak meeting up you soon this weekend.

Dont forget afif's birthday party this sunday.

Pressie is compulsory.

Hihi. Acah jek :p

XOXO,

Mazrin M.

Sleepy Tuesday :)

Hari ni saya buat kerja agihan data yang masih tak lengkap sambil menulis blog ni. Alahai, biasala, nk lepas tension jap. Haha. Pagi tadi, as usual saya attended office around 7.00 am. Gila awal. Guess what, bangun sebelum subuh, dalam jam 5.00 am, dahla tu tidur dalam 2 lebih pagi. Tidur pon kurang 3 jam. Memang lalok masa dtg office tadi. Dahla alone, pastu log in, then tidur jap kat kerusi malas saya ni. Hahaha.. Keje tu nak cakap byk, taklah byk. Biasa jek. Cuma keje yang berterusan, dan akan berterusan lepas taklimat lepas ni abis.

Awal pagi melayan facebook, tgk-tgk, adalah my ex dulu reply my comment kat wall saya. Waah, hebat dia sekarang. Biasala, anak orang kaya. Tapi bagus la untuk dia, da bekerja, anda da stable lepas belajar kat overseas. Kami pon kenal sebulan jek. Congrates bai. :D

Yang lagi sorang plak, member sekolah lama, ingat aku keje as Research Assistant.. Hihi, kelako la pakcik ni. Mybe info aku terlalu common sebab aku ckp aku keje kat bhgian research, walhal saya kerja admin saja.. Ngee. Tapi kalau nak tanya pasal research dalam UM ni, blh tny la. Saya taklah tahap expert, tapi serba tau la sebab dah didedahkan dengan hal-hal research ni. So da boleh buat kesimpulan la. Hihi.

Oh, ACCA tu mcm nk cancel jek. Ni ada tawaran baru, under Prudential BSN Takafful. Mcm best jek blaja, dahlah dibawah kerjasama Kementerian SUmber Manusia. Yang penting, nak kejar stability financial tu. So saya pon bersetuju untuk join the team. Tapi kalau ikut agreement, lepas abis training, saya akan bekerja dengan Prudential.

Satu - problemnye prudential ni satu agensi swasta. Memangla gaji masyuk. So pasti ke stable bekerja, kalau ekonomi jatuh satu hari nanti, tak ke senang-senang jek dia nak buang orang?

Dua - Saya da stable di sini. Di UM. Permenant lagi tu. Confirm, bila da retired, mesti dapat pension allowances. Haihhh..

Haaa... Mana satu ni. Option ada dua. Sma rata plak tu. Kalau join training jek tak blh? Hihi. Saya da mintak Imran tlg tnyakan, tapi tatau la dia. STill tgh tunggu.. Ape la mamat sorang ni. Sibuk la tu. Isk3. Hihi...

Takpe, ada sebulan lagi nak pikir. Lu pikir la sendiri :D

Papepon nak settle up and sorting balik data ni. Cheers~

Muah, XOXO


Mazrin M.




XOXO

What Did You Expect?

Lately, I kinda miss to watch a berita at t.v because i was working til night, on weekend. Semalam, before lunch, I saw the main title on the Utusan Mingguan, Syafiah Humaira dibunuh dengan mengayat hati, dibunuh dengan kejam. This is abusWhata fuck when i read all those berita about her, she was kicked and beated by her mother's boyfriend. Man, this was so sad because sampai mati pon, that fucking coward man tu abused her on the way to send Syafiah to the nearest hospital.

Bodoh punya jantan. Plus, her mother also play a big part in this scene. Said fake and denied those the truth stuffs. Takkan lah kau tak tau anak kau didera, tak nampak kesan bayang langsung. Dipukul dengan kesan lebam, dicucuh pulak dengan rokok. Macam orang tak bertamadun. Obvious you didnt care about your kids, lagi percaya dengan lelaki yang tiada ikatan adalah. Justice is everywhere. I hope, ibunya akan dapat hukuman yang setimpal. You guys akan dapat best rewards, kalau tak kat dunia, jumpalah anugerah tu kat akhirat ye. Amin.

Here's a link re bout this new.

http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2010&dt=0301&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Muka_Hadapan&pg=mh_01.htm

*Al- fatihah kepada adik Syafiah yang malang.*