Pathetic

im home at last. actually i gotta plan this nite, meeting my pal, si bobo velasquez apatah nama hujung dia.. yep,in a same time, i plan to meet im too.... we just chatted thru ms n ym, he was my best-boyfriend's friend,shukor arian. haha. but my mum ruined it n asked me to accmpany her to gombak. aiyak.. duuh,its been awhile nver-ever write blog. heck..

hey.. there's somthing i need to share with. i give a circumstance. i just want u to imagine it. how if,u girl, meet someone can take a good care of urself,once u give ur life with him, marry n have a kid.. imagine,at first u gotta a luxurious lifestyle,the man of the life gave what u want to. after havin a better life after marriage,he dumbed u. he was a man that play with lotsa sexy-gorgoues ladies outside there,nver being a responsible guy as a husband. left house without buy some needed-things mcm wetfoods/instant one ke. or else,if he didnt have a time to spend some bucks with that things,atleast,just pass it to u. thats not a biggie stuff actually rite. but MOST-UNFORTUNATE thing that happened,da la tak responsible pnye figure,he kicked u like an animal? whats that actually? a guy used to care ur relationship,soft spoken,being a good figure in front of the family... thats kinda pathetic because it happened actually n this is the real life of my birth sister... i dunno. i still unable to reach her til now. i knew her place. somewhere at taman midah cheras. i went there couple days ago,to meet up her n see her condition. the bangladesh guards wont let me in. i came at nite,just see around. try to call her,but i cant. must be something... mybe her cellphone not with her,but with him. its a complicated situation actually. i still trying dial up her number,so mybe i wish she can pick up my call..... atleast i can hear her voice. n' i know she safe there with her kiddo,syed ahmad faris al-sagoff.

*norizan abd rahim*